self preservation kicks in
As of today I have RED hair...muhahaha...well not actually red but more streaks of red in my hair, and i look, i am pleased to report, nothing like original me. Though I ponder about the implications of doing this right before going to calcutta. Will they see this as the ultimate sign of "mei ta pagol ho gache" and thus deemimg me unfit to be left alone? Despite the fact that I have been contemplating going red since 2001? Debateable and we shall see. Actually going red has deep seated spiritual significance caused by sangha to scream "lay off" after I hugged her. Thus new resolution is that I won't a)hug everybody as I am wont too. b)I am finally over the "pleasing everyone" stage. Which means that a) That I will not get involved unless I am personally involved in anything going around me. b) I shall live in one room flat in CR Park come January for Rs.3500 and shall live for the first time, truly alone.